Stream of Consciousness -- Can I just say

I haven't been in the nicest mood today. Maybe it was that 5AM wake up and I never went back to sleep. Maybe it was the tired, train wreck feeling by 3 today. Or perhaps it was the gosh darn heat by 1:00 that was at 100*. Maybe it was the yuck of another sinus infection. I have no clue what was ruffling my feathers but I totally think it was a combination of sorts.

Do you ever have one of THOSE days that you could totally fast forward or rewind? Do you want to?

Today, I feel like I could have done a few more things or less but I know, for sure, that my caffeine supply did zilch for me. Maybe that was the problem?

I could sit here thinking/pondering about what made the day blah or I could wake up in the morning and start a whole new day. Yeah, I think I'll do that.

Wake up tomorrow and live a whole new day!!

This post is written in the raw, unedited, and hosted by All.Things.Fadra. I participated in this "brain dump," of sorts, and enjoyed every minute of it.

An update & You know what...

Update on grandma: Nothing really new yet. My mom and sister are with her this weekend as my dad/brother leave for a week to attend Boy Scout camp in NM. Dad is a tad, OKAY REALLY, worn out and I am hoping he will get sleep tonight as well as that 12 hour bus ride tomorrow night. My grandfather is the concern right now too as grandma takes care of him. Right now...they are in the best of hands and I hope/pray that they continue to be.
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Okay...now onto some thoughts that I have...please bare w/me as it has been an emotional roller coaster these past couple of days.

** My cousins had a knock-down-drag-out w/words at the hospital the other day and my dad basically said...My mother is sick and I don't need this right now. They had nerve.

** My not nice cousin, you know from grad weekend, told my 2nd cousin that gma is doing great and trying. Well she had 1/2 of it right. Gma is trying but not doing great. LIFE IS NOT all ROSEY! UHHHH...come on...tell the truth!

** I cried on the highway today. It was actually good as it let me get out some of my emotions w/o causing a scene. The lack of sleep, emotional roller coaster kind of gave me a rough time, but by the end of the day; I was much better!

** I am waiting for the day for the phone not to ring at 11pm. Seriously...when that happens...life will be grand! It's okay if it's family, but no one else ;)

Thank you all for your love, prayers, and support. It truly means the world to my family!