Rachel gave me this idea and I really enjoyed reading her post "In this skin." Thanks for the idea, Rachel.
I remember a saying that states "what you see is what you get." It's true...sometimes.
In this flesh, of mine, I am not happy all the time.
I have never been a skinny girl. I've always had curves.
I have struggled with my weight for years. I am not a size 6.
I do not like talking about sizes. I prefer the S-XL system. I do not give my size out to anyone that is not family or my Best Friend.
Weight may be important to some but it's just a number to me.
I would like to loose some weight in the future and feel great inside and out.
I would also like to enjoy exercise again.
I really enjoy hugging my immediate family as it makes me feel accepted.
I've been judged because of my weight and height.
I can hide my excess weight and suck it in pretty well. I, of course, know what's really true and in the flesh.
I've made excuses and have done the on/off exercise routines.
I see those who loose weight easily and wonder "why not me?" Why is it so easy for others?
I would like to meet a guy...someday and have him accept me for me. My daddy has high expectations for his daughters and I'm sure my brother would put his two cents in as well.
I have learned to love baking and cooking. I don't expect a size two of me or this body. It's not happening!
I want to feel comfortable in my own flesh again. I want to be proud of my body.
I realize I will be curvy but I want to be healthy too.
I just want to feel beautiful inside and out.
This is a struggle that I deal with every day.
I want to look good in a tank top {or even a bathing suit if I am brave}.
I want to look "good" and just not pass myself off as acceptable.
I have learned and heard that if you want to do something for yourself, it has be driven by you.
Weight loss may be a current struggle but I want to feel good in my own skin and flesh.
I want to be that confident, caring, and awesome person everyone sees. {As I am told}
I want to be comfortable with my body.
This is my story in the flesh!
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