Seriously...I don't know what to do right now. Life has been really crazy lately and I have been used to organized chaos. I don't know what to do know...I know I'm a dork and actually like school, but I kind of feel lost right now. I have been in my own little world and know am feeling weird. Please do not tell me it will be ok. That is not what I want to hear. I know the feeling of enjoying life will come back. But I am just in awe right now of the fact that life does truly go on even while in college. The days go by and for some reason I just went through the motions of this week. I really wish finals did not do this to me. Seriously ;)
Sorry if I am rambling or not making much sense, but I think I just needed to get this out. I am promising myself that tomorrow will be a much better day and life without final mode will be okay. It may sound silly to you, but to me, it is life right now.
6 comments:
I imagine that you are totally worn out. You've been through some rough weeks and now it's let- down time, a bit like after Christmas or any other event that takes all your focus and energy.
Please just try to relax and enjoy your break time that's coming right away.
I'm saying extra prayers for you tonight and NO, you are not a Dork. Just a lovely young woman who happens to like school and gives it all she has.
Get some rest and be very careful coming home.
Much Love,
N.
You are burned out, finals does that! You need a nice bubble bath and a good comedy to relax!=)
finals are soo stressful... they make everything in life seem to just unravel... take a step back.. drink some out coco and take a break and relax.. because you certainitly deserve it friend!
I completely emphasize with where you are at right now re school. I just finished finals myself. I sometimes think of the last week of the quarter a bit a battle. It an extreme situation. For me, it means lack of food, sleep, contact with the outside world (aka blogging), and at least a week's worth of poor health/food choices.
The good news is that you always make it out the other side. I won't tell you that it will be OK. You know that already. I'll just say that I look forward to you finding your joy again now that exams are over.
-Francesca
I think it is a case of really bad burnout. I am worried about you. ((HUG)) take care, I'm praying for you!
Nope you aren't a dork. Yes, you are dealing with the after-effects of too little sleep, major stress, and (probably) lack of proper nutrition. You've been consumed with studying and preparations for your exams. You've been living life in high gear for awhile now. It IS understandable that you would be feeling something like a "let down."
The realization that this is normal and is temporary will hopefully help. I look at your sweet, beautiful face in your picture and see a young woman of God who has a calling on her life! I am praying that you will feel His peace and His JOY as you relax, refresh, and refill your spirit with the HOLY SPIRIT.
You are loved...
:o)
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