Sometimes I think why me when...

Sometimes I think why me when:

* I go to the doctor on Tuesday (this week) and I have a sinus infection, a double middle ear infection in both ears, and junk in my check-bronchial pneumonia. Did I just not have pneumonia last month? I do not understand why I keep getting sick!

* I am doing everything I can to get well and stay well, but it does not seem to work right now. So now I am back to square one on 4ish hours of sleep last night. First I could not get comfy, then I started getting really hot, then I had to get up and go to the bathroom. Then I finally go to sleep and I have to get up to go again. Then at 4ish this am, I had to get up and take meds and a Halls cough drop. Then I fell in and out of sleep. PROPS to the cough drop, it lasted on the side of my mouth for over 3 hours. Although it does not taste good, it works!!!

* I can not seem to focus on HW. I mean, I want to do good in school, but sometimes I just want the HW to magically get done.

* When I am sleeping in a germ infested dorm, no matter how much I clean, something surprises me daily. From the suite bathrooms to the carpet, nothing would surprise me more if I was told.

* When I can not get a nap in during the day and my roommate has no trouble sleeping a few hours during the day. Hence I have 4 part-tme jobs that I love and I volunteer and I am taking challenging classes that require LOTS of study time, but I am jealous that I do not have time daily just to lay down. I usually do not take naps unless I am sick or just exhausted, but being able to just lay down would be nice.

* I have a million things to do and am just not in the mood to do them.

I know that I am so lucky to have what I have in life, but sometimes I get down in the dumps and have no reason to. So now I get to complete my to-do list for the day on 4 hours of sleep and still function. I am asking for prayer that my body finally heals and I am able to enjoy my spring BREAK next week. I so want to enjoy it, but I have to get through this week one way or another!!

Hope everyone is doing well and not full of sickness! Have a good week!!!